I knew you..
You were the closest male version of me in so many ways.
I remember the nights we both almost fell asleep on the phone
Talking and laughing. Sometimes even singing.
We knew the next night we'd be doing the exact same thing
and it was the best feeling in the world.
Being with you was part of my everyday..
listening to music in the back seat of your car,
acting silly in the shower, after making each other whole...
Fooling around and taking pix on the beach under the moonlight.
The kisses, the laughs, the moments, the talks, the looks,
the breaks, the fights, the make-ups, the songs, the plans
Chemistry. Trust. Cumplicity. Commitment. Love.
For one year you let me think it was a mutual feeling,
when it was something only I felt, since the beginning
You just wanted it all, someone most of your 'friends' craved but would never have,
Because that someone had eyes only and exclusively for you
Because noone ever loved you so unconditionally
and noone ever will.
Its all passed us now,
I dont even know you anymore
Perfect strangers. And Im truly happy that way.
I dont wish you bad things..but I dont exactly wish you well
You're not really worthy anyway.
If for a second you seemed like a good person at heart,
it was because you had my Love....
No Longer Existent.
Just as you are to me.
10.08.07
