I feel overwhelmed by the weight the past still has on both of us..differently
I never tend to back away from a challenge
But I dont just start a war,
to fight for something I dont even know what it is,
For something I dont even know if I'll get for sure
I hate losing..I believe I never truly do
but this isnt a game nor a competition..
So I wont play along,
I wont react. No, I wont attack.
I'll leave that to third parties,
who'll waste their arsenal way before I even think about using mine,
In stupid little attempts to reign over something
They have little jurisdiction upon these days.
I'll be silent. I'll be patient.
I'll be here. I'll be me...

Cause thats the only best thing I can ever be.
Hopefully you'll see.
01.08.07