I wish I wasnt bitter.
Wish I could be myself
without having doubts towards others
without having to put my war face on
so I dont get hurt
Tired of being cold,
always in fear of another deception or perhaps rejection.
I wouldnt want to be alone,
and face all lifes challenges without a hand
I could hold on to
or a heart commited to me to reach out for
I wana be whole,
I wana be loved
Purely...intensively.
Doubt and fearlessly
And trust, hope, believe in me,
And trust, hope, believe in me,
that im not bitter.
03.12.07 MJ
Only u can stop urself from what u're becomin.. its not ur fault if ur afraid of trustin again, u jus hav 2 be patient wid urself and others, cuz u know ... ppl dnt just keep tryin to break that wall u got foreva.. trust me i know dat feeling.. anyway bjx*
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