Journals Of My Alternate Mind

II
Love and Other Moments
I have to be honest, there were times I felt truly alone,
as if I was lacking comfort from someone

I would allow my vulnerability to.
But then again, being free,

and in charge of my own emotions

seems far more appealing
than letting my guard down to someone

who will most likely disappoint me.

Even so, why does it happen?
Why do you still fall in love with a person,

so you can just lose control of your emotions,
and become so attached,

to the point that even though you just know her for a brief month,

you already cant seem to shake off the addictive desire to belong.
I wanted to belong. with you.

as quickly as you appeared in my life,
I instantly knew I haven’t felt such 'compability' in a long time.
I instantly loved you,

not just because I was smitten by you,

but mostly due to the fact that you proved me wrong.I can still feel.
I'm still capable of developing real and healthy emotions for someone.
You fixed me...and I can fix you.

13.01.09 by Js.