I have to discipline myself.

my heartbeat.

myself. internally. my mind.

with you.

with everything. externally.

I must discipline myself. Keep me steady, keep me safe.

Not want it all, not lose it all in the end.

heartbeat discipline.

Argh...where the heck did M'jayes go ? :|

* " Would you want me when I'm not myself ?

Wait it out while I am someone else...? " John Mayer - Not Myself